It is what it is.

Sometimes fine, sometimes terrible, sometimes fantastic. It is what it is. πŸ™‚ Today it is sort of just fine. Slept better but still pretty tired. Could have slept for more but had to get up and going. Lessons to get ready for.

Yesterday was not a bad day, but it was long and full of many tasks. I did get to bust away for a walk in the middle of the day thank goodness. And here you see how John Michael says “mom” so many times in a row. We mostly laugh because he says our names this many times that it’s comical. This video is not an isolated occurrence– he talks from the minute he wakes up until he finally crashes at night. “Mom” and “Dad” start and end every sentence. I love how he goes from the garages, to not going home, to something someone drew on the pavement, to this bird. No breath barely. πŸ™‚ Funny kid.

John Michael took these photos of me and Remi. What a good guy. I’m normally the photographer so it was cool that he captured the moment.

So much done on the school front yesterday. We did have time to do a little music lesson (we started it anyway and will go back in today) by my good friend Amy! She did a great Earth Day music lesson. So we have some activities we will do this afternoon. We will also do the curbside pickup at the music store so we can deal with instrument repairs/returns.

Have a good day!

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We like our coffee.

Top of the morning to you! Had to dig deep today. Really didn’t want to leave the bed this morning. But the exercises are complete, I am showered and ready for the morning meetings. Sipping coffee…thank goodness. We have a problem with the coffee in our house. Don’t worry about it, I’ll never stop.

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Other things making me happy? A foot stool under my desk- soo helping my back when I’m on the meetings and computer work. Bone broth. JM’s huge tower! A car intersection I found on the kitchen counter this morning. JM’s cuteness laying down after his bath. I guess I already mentioned the coffee and the exercising. Pork fiesta continued with tacos. The garden my mom got us is making progress. The mint was only supposed to take 6-10 days but it took longer. I thought it was a dud but then finally this morning I see the little green leaves coming up!

It was sweet watching Joe with John Michael last night. He was singing on Joe’s lap to a nursery rhyme show after we ate dinner at the table.

Poor Remi. She got banished by John Michael.

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The band lessons continued.

Some other things I am instituting are to not consume any sort of media whatsoever first thing in the morning or before I go to bed. I don’t keep my phone in my bedroom anymore. I don’t look at Facebook first thing until I have blogged and journaled my thoughts. And I really limited that. I like the positive aspects of Facebook- seeing my family, friends, and school community doing such wonderful things. Because I love seeing that I do read/watch that stuff a bit each day. I like to share the fun things John Michael does and we cook. And the comical things are great! But I try to skip watching people argue where they don’t effectively discuss things. Limiting the time on there helps me feel a lot better overall. I feel like the stress level came down a bit. We watch news updates occasionally when I feel it’s important- we keep up when necessary. I tend to read more than watch to get the information.

Today I don’t have lessons with the kids but I have office hours, some meetings, documents and grading to do. So I best be going. Cheers to you!

 

The night before the night before

Morning! Yep, I typed that title intentionally. Tired again today. I had a friend in college who played football that had a coach that used to say that it wasn’t the sleep you got the night before, it’s “the night before the night before” that affects how you feel today. I’d say I probably agree. Fact is, I don’t think I really slept very good the last two nights. Hope tonight is better.

I also am hoping to get the bulk of my job done in the morning so that I can be more present with John Michael this afternoon and get the evening routine kicked off sooner. Got the instructional video done for this week. Today I have to do some planning for the next learning target which is due in tomorrow. So fingers crossed I can get all the lessons with kids done, correspondence done, and that lesson planning done by then. JM can be needy so it’s all a gamble. πŸ™‚

I made the BEST pulled pork tostadas last night. I decided to see if Mama Lupe’s shells would do well toasted in the oven. Tostadas are kinda fun because you can sort of pick them up like a pizza.

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Mama Lupe’s Tortillas

The good news is that they do! They have significantly less carbs than traditional tortillas, so if you are trying to cut back there, they are an amazing option. I put my oven at 450 degrees with a little oil on each side. Toasted them for 5 minutes and then flipped for another 5.

The pork took a long time low and slow in the oven. It took more into the night than I had planned on but I was patient and let it go. I knew it wasn’t done yet. Glad I waited. It turned out tender and perfect. I didn’t get a pretty picture of the whole roast because I didn’t sear it as I should have. But I put my thinking cap on and after I strained some of the fat out of the juices, I warmed the juices up. Put a little oil in the pan and then crisped up the pork. Not long to loose it’s tender juiciness (just a few minutes) but just enough to give it a little crisp. I added in some extra spices like cumin, cayenne, paprika, salt, and a drizzle more of the juices with lime. Topped the tostadas with lettuce, cheese, salsa, and cilantro. I’ll be dreaming about those.Β Since I made the roast, we will be doing pork tacos and bowls or nachos for 3 more days. Excited about that!

John Michael did some painting yesterday and helped me put together my instructional video. He even took the photos of me so I could demonstrate things to my kids. πŸ™‚ Then he had to try out the trumpet…buzzing his lips!

And again with the dancing… What I love about his dancing right now is that he does not give a darn what anyone thinks and it’s an honest expression of himself. I love watching it.

In other news the house is trashed. Good times. I love that lamp shade turned over in the one picture. So funny. Also Remi just chilling in these all nonchalant.

This kid needs a bath and some energy burning this afternoon so off I go. Hope we get to the things we need to this afternoon. Time to teach some lessons!

A Busy Weekend!

Afternoon! Bit behind on my posting. It was a lovely weekend full of tasks and jobs. A short recap- Joe tackled a lot of outdoor work and I did some spring cleaning inside. We have a ways to go but got a good start. (The bedroom, haha) But it was a deep clean. Lots of exercise and walks in the beautiful weather. Made some steak and frites and good breakfast sandwiches. Burgers and fries on the grill. Been liking my own creations. Reading about photography and things.

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Look at this goofball. So funny.

And I made this little gem Friday…

Roasted a pork butt last night (sorry mom- it just didn’t look pretty. I didn’t get a good sear on it which I should have). It’ll taste fine but I will tweak and redo for a photo op. Tonight we are having low-carb pulled pork tostadas. I’m so excited. Making up my own stuff. Hope it turns out. Got an idea for this pork. Stay tuned. Trying out toasting the Mama Lupe’s tortillas for the tostadas.

But, since the pork butt wasn’t quite done roasting last night, I had to get up a few times to keep checking on it. Fine of course, but just didn’t get some good sleep as a result. Exercise is coming along. I think I’m getting used to my routine. That’s my #1 goalΒ  (on the personal side) to get that morning routine down and so far so good. Very nice sunny day but REALLY windy.

Morning lessons went well. It’s hard to do virtually but we made it through. Kids did a great job. Gotta do some more lesson prep work for tomorrow. Two more meetings. Then I get to make my pork creation!

 

Have a good day!

 

4.19.20

“You know that mom.”

“You need to watch where you are going.”

“Don’t break my track or I will be mad.”

“Can you hear my tongue moving inside my mouth?” (Stands by me moving his tongue all around while I’m in a meeting)

(Oven beeps) “Mom, the hot crossed buns are done!” Runs away singing, “Hot crossed buns, hot crossed buns. One a penny, two a penny, hot crossed buns!” Oh boy.Β 

“Can you calm down mom?”

Pain and Growth

Good morning on this Friday. Yesterday was a hard day for the education world in Wisconsin, making schools officially closed for the year. We knew it would likely happen, as it has happened in many states. We support and understand. But, understanding doesn’t mean it comes lightly. It is rough for educators, students, their parents. Many missed milestones for seniors, eighth graders, kids going into middle school or a new school. No concerts, musicals, sporting events, dances, ceremonies, and other special events that happen this time of year. No closure that we normally have between teachers with our unique group of students. And like I said last night, we will come out of this stronger than ever on the other side of this. For now, it’s okay to be sad.

There are bigger pains in this world everyone knows. I’ve said that a lot on this blog in the past few weeks. We are infinitely lucky for our blessings. It’s still a loss no matter what, and we will have to process that as we forge ahead. It is okay to process the grief. I know this much: I work with the best team in the world and have the best colleagues in our surrounding districts. My students are the greatest. I have an incredible support network and family. They are astonishing, all of them. We will get through it.

I’m looking for lessons always, the meaning. If we choose to work for it, we can come out on the other side of this more empathetic. Firm in our priorities that matter. More genuine and present. Grateful to the extreme. Not taking for granted our family, extended family, and friends. Relishing joy. Countless other things. So that got me thinking- pain is a part of growth. That’s obviously not a new thought. It’s just a reminder now. You can’t be a better version of yourself if you don’t have pain. It really blows to go through pain, but pain is what makes the highs of life so wonderful. It will be hard to get through this season and try to connect with students when I cannot see their faces in real life. Hard for many other reasons. But I will persevere. It matters. I have to work hard and do all I can. We cannot control what happens to us, but we can control how we respond to it.

So, I cooked a nice dinner. (Also happened to have a pretty breakfast!) Had some wine. Helped get us set for another 2 weeks of food (thanks for getting it Joe), wiped everything down (with wipes I made myself!!!) and cleaned it all up. John got his new tiles to add on to the ones his Nana Lynn and Papa D gave him which was exciting.

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Oh- in case you wanna see how I made the wipes! John had some baby wipes that we didn’t need that I just happened to have. 1 1/2 cups of 70% proof rubbing alcohol, a tablespoon of coconut oil, and essential oil. Also happened to have the container from John’s baby days. I give credit to Jill Nystul on her blog: https://www.onegoodthingbyjillee.com/make-your-own-swipes-sanitizing-wipes/Β 

I got up this morning. I did the routine that I promised myself I would do. AND my muscles are coming back! I know that sounds dumb to be excited about that, but it was hard work. And pain. Paid off. Feels good and feels strong.

John running around. Love his joy.

My plants are growing. A reminder that we press on.

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Thursday Thoughts

 

Thursday! Here’s Mr. Fix-it. Papa D, check that out!

Day 26 of the exercise routine! πŸ™‚ Got me some vitamins too and some bone broth is on the way. Excited about those things. Lost a few inches and pounds I think. Remi is all cute in the bed. Tostadas were amazing last night. Don’t cry over cut onions haha. That was a strong one.

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Meetings with the kids and staff yesterday- that was really nice to see and hear them. πŸ™‚ Uplifting.

John and I found some Thomas the Train stuff online and printed out some coloring pages for him. He was fascinated that we could pick out the PDFs online and then watch them print.

He also made this bridge out of pillows. He calls it a bridge. πŸ™‚ Dad got a new back massager for his birthday this weekend and he apparently had to try that out last night too.

Got some work to do- hope you have a great day!

4.15.20

“We must (lots of phrases follow this start…)”

John was pretending today to be a delivery worker. And I overheard him say, β€œnow, you have to wipe that off because it has germs on it.” It’s cute, funny, and serious all at the same time. A reminder to me that he’s always watching.